A Starkey

Ran to you
Hugged you close
You picked me up
It felt so good
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So your back
Just when I started to glue the pieces of my heart back together
Apologies that were so brief and emotionless flowed from your fingers onto the computer
I crumble at your charm remembering the warm feeling of you wrapped tight around me
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Played me from the very start
made me shed a tear
your phone wasn't broke
you didn't miss me
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One day I'm happy it didn't work out
the next I am not
One day I feel sorry for you
and the next no sympathy at all
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the things i wish you said

i thought i could just forget about you
delet would put the end to all the thoughts i had of you
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I should not be jealous and I can not be jealous
Because you are not mine, you were never mine
I look at random pictures and your face appears
Its like a trap, a trap I anticipate but can not handle when I fall in
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I do not want to dream about you anymore
You are not my Prince Charming, you do not belong in my dreams
You are holding me back, do you know that?
I bet you don’t because I’m just another girl in your back pocket
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I've never liked unresolved conflicts in my life
People should be at peace with mistakes
be able to sleep at night
avoid worrying about that mistake constantly
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I’m not bitter not hurt or jealous, not broken just disappointed and frustrated
I’ve tried to get over you and can’t
Tried to act normal around you and failed
Tried to speak and ignored
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Those lines in that song
seemed so foreign to me
but now they feel like my soundtrack
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