abid khan Poems

i just wanna be or not
but i am alone
i have crisma, a dimple, and loving face
i am cute, charming, and hounest
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lets be happy and forget,
lets forget all pain, and mishappining, lets
be happy again, lets open
new door and walk throuh, lets
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iam in cardboard, again
cardboard you throw on the street
cardboard, being kick and crusshed
every day, on the road
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lets do it again, as i want to feel pain again
lets do it again, as you will feel happy to, hurt me again
lets hold hands, again
and feel the desire, we used to share
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I wanted to love you,
But I was just too scared.
Haunted by the past,
That always seemed to reappear.
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hate my self and i want to die
Every night i layback and cry
thinking of all, what i had and lost
all gone, disapear, without no cost,
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You're the reason behind these tears
Whats left to come but lonely years
You pushed me away, it's what seemed right
But now we've ended without a fight
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I watch it slowly
Turning it on my fingertips
Creating a pool of blood where the point was
I watched in horrified amazement as it left its mark
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Whisper with me tonight
meeting of two minds
consummating mentally as one
refreshing our magnetic desires
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life, yes life, ohh this is what we have
i have it diffrent way, so u have it other way
life, is does, nt continue
forever, so
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