adam cliff

my thoughts of you are never said
they are only spoken by me in my head
i think of you every day
i can never find the right words to say
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The demons come to consume me
All around me as far as I can see
Relentless attacks weaken my soul
As the demons start to wear away holes
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I think about when you where here
And I remember when you were near
I used to wish you would never leave me
But now I clench my fists with what I see
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the tear of sorrow runs down my cheek
friendship is what I seek
I used to think I had it all
but now my backs against the wall
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Rebecca my girlfriend, what can i say?
i love the way you so joyfull and free!
your always there when i need a hug
Laura you always make me smile
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Wrapped up in her life,
Her career, her world,
Rejecting those who are close,
Uncomfortable silences,
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the silent scream
a waking dream
the end of life is near
but the voices i hear
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All alone I cry
I close my eyes
I do all I can but I wish to die
I take a breath then sigh
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I remember when we used to play in the sand
I remember the first time I held your hand
So long ago, but still in thought
This memory is not something that can be bought
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I stare blankly at the wall
Wishing my pain could be stalled
I remember when I was young
When I used to play with my mum
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To be with you would be such bliss
Maybe for just one last kiss
But now the end has come to pass
And I know this is our last
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im so sick of your lies
im so tired of the fights
i just want to sream
i just want to shout
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Lost, Lost in the world
A world of hate
Knowhere to go
No place to hide
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Silence in the street
No noise from their feet
The only noise i hear
Is the drops of my tears
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you think to yourself why its gone
you wonder what you did so wrong
you wonder why your love has gone
you reach for your gun
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the tear of hate
this is your fate
the time to end has come
but unlike some
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Misery hidden,
Just like a pro,
Not even close friends,
Need to know,
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As I sit the wind whistles by
As I stare into the sky
The memory of you fades away
As if my mind was set on delay
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My life is like a bubble
Trying to avoid lifes troubles
Forever in danger
Fear is no stranger
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My life is like a bubble
Trying to avoid lifes troubles
Forever in danger
Fear is no stranger
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