Ainin Sofiya

I still remember how I fell for you,
the love for you felt so pure, so true..
that very special day I could never forget,
but somehow deep in my heart I kinda regret..
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Faraway, I gazed with an empty heart
Darkness swallowed my sufferings inside
Picking up the pieces, I fell apart
Tired and exhausted from trying to fight
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I am from the engines soar in the limitless blue sky
From the city of traffic and the city of lights
I am from the longest war and the drop of my blood
From the optimism and the asset of a smile
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I did what I did
To loosen your grip
So I could flee
And maybe
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'I Love You' is that all you've got?
You said you've got more, well that's what I thought.
Those three loveable words that used to melt my heart,
How it ended painfully and how it all start.
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Remember last year when we had been best friends?
We promised to never leave each other till the very end,
Remember all the memories we had spent together?
Memories that will never fade away, inside us forever.
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Life changes every single day,
minutes and seconds, it also may.
Don't you ever feel how time flies too fast?
How it fades away just like the dust.
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I just knew you for a couple of days,
never knew it will leave such a big trace...
never even knew the minute I met you will change my life around,
turning all of my frowns upside down..
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I have to try no matter what,
because I know it's meant to be like that..
I just can't wait for you forever,
wishing that we could get back together..
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You were once an enemy, a girl who i hate,
But when I look back again, was that just a mistake?
You were once a girl with your own fantasy world,
I guess that's just how you are, being a girl..
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When I need someone to lean onto near,
I know who to find because I know you'll always be here...
I'm glad I've found you, being your friend,
wishing that the world will never end..
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Sometimes I just wish I could look back again,
To see what I've done, to see what I've gain.
You know I never meant to do that to you,
And now you hate me without a single clue.
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You are angel I swear it is true,
I've never known anyone as perfect as you.
You are always beside me offering a hand,
Giving me advice, being there for me till the very end.
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I wish you'll look back and think again,
what had happened to us that had caused the pain.
How you cared for me with all your heart.
Now you don't even look at me, always picking up a fight.
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A new girl
She came on her first day
Walking innocently down the hallway
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Two years
Took me long enough
Letting go of the past
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A smile creeps up
Fragments of picked memories became visible
The urge and temptation, of wanting and needing
And missing, and wishing
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Tick tock tick tock
It stops
My dreams fade
Tick tock tick tock
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Caught in, the midst of the chaos
Leaned against the wall, thoughts were lost
Encompassed chatters fleeting vile
Vacant stares and a cryptic smile
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