Akilleas Sideous Poems

I'm tired of writing like everything is good sometimes I just wish it whould be as good
I wish I could be the man who I want too be as good but my life is sad I am rarely gl
ade my mother hates me and ignores thee I have no brother that or which we share
no mother I am always alone and I never have a place to call home I'm on my own
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its time i try hard maybe even go hard i will not lose this world of
mine i will not lose the girl so kind she is mine and to me she is divine but maybe its time for me to seek and find this love of mine
will she come to me or run from me i will have to see maybe she will be mine for all time or maybe she will hurt me this time will i detain will she help me remain will i ever be able to call her name and she
stand in the middle of the door frame and say to me yes sweetie and i just smile for a while or will it be a sick dream of mine that i have been having for a time knowing she will never be mine
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A poem not about love or life or the women I use to love twice or how my heart was broken or how I'm out spoken
But just a poem just something to write not about fright or things I see at night but just something to write no more love for me I have cast it out to see its time
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She is going away now on her way will I see her again someday maybe not today maybe not anyday beacuese she is on her way she is going down and all I can do is frown she is my mother but she favored my brother so I have no mother like no other she pushed me away
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I cant find the words to rhyme or the proper time to find my mind my hands are bound im on the ground I cant get up its hurting me to see but it is me I have failed as a poet failed as a person a broken mass so softly spoken I scream
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Look around what do you see
time is forever moving around me seconds,
minuets, hours all hold power time can devour
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