Alex Butler

Try as I may, and try as I might.
So godam hard, to hold on and fight.
For the feelings one has, that toy with the mind.
The ones that you have to, dig deep down to find.
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Life will knock you down, and mess with your head.
Sometimes it hurts, when certain things are said.
A brutal breakup, or someone who's passed.
It could be someone, who feels the need to harass.
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Just today, I closed my eyes.
I heard your voice, I was surprised.
You told me you're happy, and doing okay.
Watching over us, from far away.
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I close my eyes, and clasp my hands.
I Pray to god, for family and friends.
Loved ones leave us, without a warning.
Who knows what news, we'll get some morning.
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Everytime I look in the sky, I stop and stare, and wonder why.
Why must life, be so unfare, why must it be so contrair.
You lift the clouds that cloud my judgement, you make me think before I plunge in.
You may be gone, but you're still here, standing with bambam, whispering in our ear.
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Most days I stop and wonder why, at night I ponder, break down and cry.
With my mind in shambles, and chest beating fast, why am I so stuck in the past.
Anxiety sets in, and I cannot sleep, all I can do, is sit back and weep.
The tears fall down, but I'm afraid to talk to friends.
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Sometimes life, comes at you rough.
Making you do things, that seem so tough.
Like breaking that frown, with A big old smile.
Hiding the pain, if only for awhile.
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Hello baby, how are you.
I hope you're fine, I really do.
Just incase, you're feeling down.
I hope this here, turns that frown.
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True love, it's a funny thing.
It makes you just want, to dance and sing.
When you find the one, who's meant for you.
There isn't A thing, you wouldn't do.
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I heard your voice in my ear, saying it's okay, mommy dear.
My dad and I, we're having fun, he took me for a trip, to see the sun.
Just yesterday, I seen gods face, he looked at me, with so much grace.
He told me to keep my eye on you, every moment, and all of the things you do.
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I never met A girl as strong as you.
Still staying strong, after all you've been through.
Sometimes you may feel, alone and scared.
Wondering if anybody ever really cared.
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I didn't forget, I promised you A poem.
I can't wait to see you, when I come back up home.
Time's have been rough, tears have been shed.
So many message's, from you that i've read.
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If I had one wish, I'd wish for you.
I'd wish you success, in everything you do.
You deserve the ideal life, without the pain, and without the strife.
I've felt the pain, from the loss of friends.
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