Alexandria Angel

Sacrificing everything they had,
Some comes back sad.
They lost friends and family to war,
A lot of loved ones that made their hearts tore.
...

I know everyone in this room looks sadly upon me now,
Thinking this ain't the sweet girl I knew...
I looked into the eye of the people I knew,
never saw so much betrayal
...

A tear spills, the love has been killed.
My angel lays, it seems like for many days.
There's blood around him,
His wings lay beside him.
...

I looked at my parent's eye's,
every time I do I want to cry...
I don't smile when I see you,
every time I saw you I fell all alone...
...

We started texting no matter what time it took place,
No words were ever erased...
The texts started out slower, then simple words grew longer…
The calls turned from minutes to hours, day or night didn't cause us issues…
...

I had to look back...
To when I first notice you,
I liked the way you only wanted me with you.
To hear you talk about our future,
...

I started having dreams when I was little,
The feelings came little by little.
A boy entered my dreams,
Like an angel just glistening.
...

Is it wrong to fall for you?
Or even miss you?
Because…
I miss the way you talk to me,
...

Today is the day we start to pray,
Many know this as 9/11 day.
Everyone was emotionally affected,
It was like the whole world shifted.
...

I see you put back on the combat uniform again,
I know that side of you would never completely mend.
I've seen the expression on your face,
the feelings and shock I wish I could erase.
...

We spoke to each other so secretively, then everything flooded so rapidly…
Different worlds but only a few miles apart, to search for love we had to follows ones heart…
We adventure to mountains and open lands, especially on dirt roads with open soda cans…
Sunshine and blue skies, every feeling we have about each other starts to come alive…
...

Been a while since we last spoke,
The way it ended made my voice choked…
I wish you could see how much you mean to me.
The way we were with each other, like how it used to be…
...

Let the rain fall upon my face,
Hoping the pass memories erase.
Feeling the cleansing feeling of getting
Rid of the sadness,
...

When I'm with you,
I feel like I'm with my guardian angel,
Because I never once felt like I was in danger...
When I cry,
...

don't you hear the faint sound?
a beating heart from the ultrasound.
remembering our pass, how it went by in a blur,
having to go to the doctor just to make sure.
...

My body wants to feel the blade cutting through my flesh,
it wants it now, it wants it fresh.
I want the pain to fade away when it drips,
knowing the single thought that I won't be missed.
...

You have fought in combat nobody has seen,
Not a soul experiences the lost you've been witnessing.
Pure joy swept through you knowing you were back,
Families were glad you were finally unpacked.
...

Seeing you lay in bed,
I couldn't stop the tears that wanted to shed.
I hate seeing you this way,
There's nothing I could do so I started to pray.
...

I miss you,
I don't know what to do
without you here,
How to get you back to me
...

Children's weeping in despair,
Of ever seeking there parents.
the family members cry
every time they hear their name.
...