Alexia Miles

I saw you walk out of my back door
Sat in your car feeling guilty for what you have done
I sat day and night crying myself to sleep
You cannot come back for my shoulder anymore
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My dream job is slowly going down the pan
I am not perfect but doing the best I can.
I always wanted this and now I hate it
Why? because you spoiled it for me
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Once you told me you would be my shoulder and brother for now
I sit here looking at your photos and watch how you have been
I am so attracted to you so much that my words fail me somehow
I am so shy all I want to tell I want to get to know all of you.
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Oh this is like a fantasy that has taken right over me
That’s ok because maybe in real life it would be so different.
I would rather live in the thought you might be hold the key,
To open up my heart once again and to love once more
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Goodbye is a second chance to show I can be strong
I thought of you and dreamt for you to be the one
But I know now I am only have been fooling myself
You got to laugh and see that once again I was so wrong.
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It’s raining once again on a summer’s day
I look out the window and see the same thing
People walking and talking going on with their day
I hate this so lonely feeling that has grabbed hold of me
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Wishing the days would bring me you
I have no clue how long one must wait
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I am feeling the lines grow on my face now
Day by day living as well I as I can
I wish for you my darling; I wish I could hold you
But my life is not meant to be with you yet
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Here I go again, going around the same old bend on the road
I was told to not look but the way things are going I am going to old
Here I go again same old lies and same old ways
I only ever wanted to feel wanted but always find that person who doesn’t
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Long road I have travelled to find him
Been so far I don’t know where to begin.
Times I have sat alone wondering why?
How do I find my soul mate?
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My soul is like walking deep into woods and there is snow on the ground
I am lost, I am trying to look and find what is needed to be found
My soul was taken from me and put somewhere so my heart can heal
When I close my eyes I take myself now to somewhere not quite real
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I close my eyes and put my head in my hand
My hair brushed to one side
I feel the night closing in
As I drift my dream can begin
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The sunshine is hitting my face
I can smell the ocean from here
Sitting on the dunes I know what is so clear
I am ready again to make a new start
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I am waiting for someone for me
I stand alone leaning on this tree
Watching life go by, I’m not getting any younger
Time seems to fly by and here I am standing still
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I am waiting for someone for me
I stand alone leaning on this tree
Watching life go by, I’m not getting any younger
Time seems to fly by and here I am standing still
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New feelings

I have this feeling of lost, unsure of whom I am
I am scared and once again someone has come to me unplanned
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Here I am sat here wondering why
I know who I am and the dreams I have planed
But somehow I am stuck which feels like a rut
I need too move on, move on from this place
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Once again I am alone in my own shell
I feel so alone and the feeling of being left on the self
And next thing is you call me up out of the blue
As if you could tell and as if you knew
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Here I sit waiting till what seems the end of time
I know you’re out there somewhere some place.
Every day I sit here wondering how to make you mine.
I keep wondering why I am here still alone
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I am losing faith now I have got this far
Took me ten years to get myself to where I am now
I find each day hard and wondering where you are,
There is a passion in my heart and soul
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