Ali Kristianto Budiman

Same old story just a different day
Just try to explain it in another way
Another failure another cry
Will we do this until we die?
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Will these words fade as the time goes by?
Will I be welcome here after this long goodbye?

This time is ticking,
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When you were around, you were my protection 　 　 　 　 　 　
I know it was kinda hard, but you did it to perfection
You were so protective
Sticking on me like adhesive
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My heart can no longer feel
Even the cut of surgical steel
Longing for the night just to sleep
But keep lost count of sheep
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I’m down on my knees but not to pray
Just to cover my face and waste another day
Reminiscing how I had failed before I even try
Never make a perfect landing because too scared to even fly
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