alisha gonzales

Rookie (02 02 1990-8/22/06 / tallahassee)

alisha gonzales Poems

1. You Will Bleed 7/21/2006
2. The Guinea Pig 7/21/2006
3. Trees And Dirt 7/21/2006
4. Handprints 7/25/2006
5. Sedated Dreams 7/27/2006
6. Psychologists From Hell 7/27/2006
7. My Dear Miscarriage 7/27/2006
8. Dark Light 7/27/2006
9. Any Other Day 7/27/2006
10. A Letter From Sorrow 7/27/2006
11. Restrained Ignorance 7/27/2006
12. The Five Expressions 7/27/2006
13. My First Bubble Bath 7/27/2006
14. Dopamine 7/31/2006
15. Tell Me Your Secrets 8/1/2006
16. Poetry 8/2/2006
17. Man Made Delusions 8/2/2006
18. My Privacy 8/2/2006
19. Grrrrrrrrrrrr 8/3/2006
20. Wake Up 8/3/2006
21. The Tree Of Death 8/4/2006
22. Sub Rosa 8/14/2006
23. We Bleed For Love 8/16/2006
24. Is This Make Believe 8/16/2006
25. Last Thought 8/22/2006
26. Evil Is Sadie 8/23/2006
27. Ill Be O.K 8/24/2006
28. A Beautiful Soul 10/7/2006
29. Love 10/23/2006
30. Fear 4/14/2007
31. I Cant Name It 9/15/2007
32. The Window 7/31/2006
33. Memories 8/1/2006
34. Mascara 9/6/2006
35. Shadow Of Death 9/8/2006
36. Didnt I Promise? 8/22/2006
37. The Human Stain 8/4/2006
38. Dreams Take Form 8/2/2006
39. Love And A Razorblade 9/11/2006
40. I Remember 8/2/2006
Best Poem of alisha gonzales

(god) Part 3 A Beautiful Awakening

i woke up
my body was cold
i climbed off the bed
i tried not to fall
i couldnt see
everything was a blur
i remember being beat
before i reached unconciesness
i heard them speak
they talked of blood
and the next chapter to
the book of shadows
i felt the blade
but it didnt hurt
i couldnt speak
maybe i couldnt even breathe
all i know is right now im in the hospital
laying in the bed
i hear the breathing machine behind me buzz inside my head
who makes the decision?

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Handprints

I see the world in my own array of colors
I paint my story every time I bleed
I leave a handprint where I used to be
i live my life
you watch me bleed
and no one hears me scream help me

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