alisha gonzales

Rookie (02 02 1990-8/22/06 / tallahassee)

alisha gonzales Poems

1. (god) Part 3 A Beautiful Awakening 8/28/2006
2. (god) Part 1 Questions With No Answers 8/28/2006
3. (god) Part 2 The Blood 8/28/2006
4. I Remember 8/2/2006
5. The Human Stain 8/4/2006
6. Dreams Take Form 8/2/2006
7. Love And A Razorblade 9/11/2006
8. A Beautiful Soul 10/7/2006
9. Love 10/23/2006
10. Fear 4/14/2007
11. I Cant Name It 9/15/2007
12. The Window 7/31/2006
13. Memories 8/1/2006
14. Mascara 9/6/2006
15. Shadow Of Death 9/8/2006
16. My Privacy 8/2/2006
17. Grrrrrrrrrrrr 8/3/2006
18. Wake Up 8/3/2006
19. The Tree Of Death 8/4/2006
20. Sub Rosa 8/14/2006
21. We Bleed For Love 8/16/2006
22. Is This Make Believe 8/16/2006
23. Last Thought 8/22/2006
24. Evil Is Sadie 8/23/2006
25. Ill Be O.K 8/24/2006
26. You Will Bleed 7/21/2006
27. The Guinea Pig 7/21/2006
28. Trees And Dirt 7/21/2006
29. Handprints 7/25/2006
30. Sedated Dreams 7/27/2006
31. Psychologists From Hell 7/27/2006
32. My Dear Miscarriage 7/27/2006
33. Dark Light 7/27/2006
34. Any Other Day 7/27/2006
35. A Letter From Sorrow 7/27/2006
36. Restrained Ignorance 7/27/2006
37. The Five Expressions 7/27/2006
38. My First Bubble Bath 7/27/2006
39. Dopamine 7/31/2006
40. Tell Me Your Secrets 8/1/2006
Best Poem of alisha gonzales

(god) Part 3 A Beautiful Awakening

i woke up
my body was cold
i climbed off the bed
i tried not to fall
i couldnt see
everything was a blur
i remember being beat
before i reached unconciesness
i heard them speak
they talked of blood
and the next chapter to
the book of shadows
i felt the blade
but it didnt hurt
i couldnt speak
maybe i couldnt even breathe
all i know is right now im in the hospital
laying in the bed
i hear the breathing machine behind me buzz inside my head
who makes the decision?

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The Guinea Pig

The guinea pig doesn’t run as fast as it used to, in fact I'm not sure if it’s even there at all anymore. Maybe it wasn’t ever there, who knows, who cares.
Anyways there’s bigger things at hand than just the guinea pig.


Like maybe the fact that if I don’t stop cutting they’re going to put me away for good. I’ve seen the place they want to send me to. All I can say is I'm scared. Ive been good for Se7en months, I haven’t run away, I haven’t cut, I’ve just been good.I take my pills I do my c

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