Aliyah Houston

If you really knew me, you'll understand
the world that lies, inbetween my hands
underneath my smile
underneath my style
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If only there was a way
to make things easier
to make problems go away
and make feelings less cheesier
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There's a reason why people lie
a reason why people why cry
a reason why people hurt eachother
a reason why we feel like we hate one another
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I wonder if you meant anything you said
I wonder if it was love when layed next to me in bed
I wonder how you'll feel if I was just dead
I wonder if you'll know this is about you if read
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A little confusion
maybe an illusion
hoping not a bad conclusion
the constant mistake
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I wish we could wake up, and all our problems go away
I wish everyday, was actually a new day
I wish our wishes, actually came true
I wish you knew, how I really feel about you
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Everyday I wonder, what I do wrong
constantly waiting, on you to come along
everytime I find you, somehow you slip away
wondering and wishing, when I'll see the day
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Silence is beauty
beauty is bold
love is affection
so can you just hold
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You sit and you wonder, what to do
crying and screaming, without a clue
wishing and dreaming, back to the day
when everyone's telling you it'll be okay
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There's something so special about this
something I can't put my finger on
I have a little image drawn
but I don't want it to be wrong
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Everyone knows about that time
the time in life that everyone's told them about
the time that we've been working hard for
the part in life that everyone knows is coming
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Life is a mandatory game, that everyone has one chance to play
Everyone wants to win, everyone tries to find the cheat codes on how to win
There's only one trick, but no one really uses it 
It's the mind
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That hopeless feeling, like there's nothing you can do
That purposeless feeling, like you don't know why you're here or why it's you
That deep loneliness, to think theres no one there but you
That deep pain, to believe all of this is true
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