Alley Rodriguez

Happiness is something that comes and makes you smile.
That feeling that comes when you're with your friends or family.
They make you feel good about yourself, not bad.
That happiness you just can't hold inside of you anymore.
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I have had people tell me everything is going to be all right, you will be fine but really I just want someone to listen to me for once. I don't want to be that shy girl in the back of the room, always something on her mind, always wanting to say something and stand up for herself for once...
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I have lost my close friend, just friends, and even my best friend and now i have no-one to talk too. i have no one to tell whats going on in my life soo it just me and my thoughts... which sucks because everyone need someone to talk to that you trust that you can share everything with. but i dont have that so what im saying is if you have that friend that dose not say anything be that friend i wish i had talk to them ask what going on in there life and even if you think it did nothing it did a lot more then you think.. take it from someone who know do what you can now! because later it could be too late
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Some people are nice, some are jerks
Some people are sweet, funny or nice
But some people are just plan old mean.
Not caring how you feel when they speak
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Books take me to a place like no other
When I'm reading no one else madders
All my problems go away and it's just my books and me.
Books I like that word but when I read
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People say they love me but I know they don't.
With that look in their eyes that says they don't
there just saying it to make me smile.
But I don't won't that I won't some one to hold me close.
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A stab, a kick, a push or a shove
The name-calling it is all bulling,
from a child to a teen to an adult,
it is all the same,
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You look at me and judge how I look (and) or how I dress.
Saying freak, weirdo, or loser.
But do you stop and think about what you are saying or what you are doing.
proudly not.
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Idc about the things you do.
Idc what is wrong with you.
Idc about your family.
Idc about you friends.
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You say you're my friend but you turn around and say your not
You say you well never tell anyone my secretes but when am gone you tell
Every one. You say you love me like a sister. The I turn around and I hurt
You say you were lying to me. You say you miss me but I know you don't.
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Because of you I cry. But I put a fake smile on
And say I'm fine, but I'm not you left me
Without a good bye. And that is why I cry
Day after day, night after night. But you do
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