Alyssa Ray

The pink coat
She put on when it was cold
The pink coat
That was hung up when she was home
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As I turn
To see his eyes
My heart skips
The two beats
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I observe his motions
I lose my breath
I feel on air
My heart skips a beat
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She sits in her room
And mumbles something under her breath
She's praying to see tomorrow
Because she knows what's going to happen tonight
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I look into my crystal ball
To predict my future
But why is my ball foggy?
Is it because my future
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You want to catch my heart?
Can I trust you?
You must love it
Hold it in your hands
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She told herself
This time would be different
She would be herself
She would them
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All I am
Is a human with flaws
You can't change me
You can't me no
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I sit
An average day
I roll my arm over
He notices first
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He's hurting
I put my hood up and go towards him
My heart pumping, worring only about him
I ask him what's the matter
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I've seen the mountains
That mock me
I've seen the hills
That roll on
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I caught a look
At his sick smile
My eyes darted away quickly
He turned and said, 'What is the matter? '
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You left me alone
In my time of need
You laughed at me
As I lay crying
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You reject me again
Saying you have no time
And now I'm hurting
Because my heart is bleeding on the inside
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I told him
Let go
I am nothing special
And I never will be
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She has a knife
In her hand
She cuts
Hoping to feel
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You stare at the picture forever
You can't find a single flaw
As you search
Person after person
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I tell this secret
I've been keeping for along time
Just to you
Because it's about you
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He keeps his sercrets
Under his shirt sleeve
And hides his face
In his black hair
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There's another half of you
That you won't show me
Why?
Do you think I'd get angry
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