Alyssha Middleton

being judged
by everything
your looks and the way you act
how you talk and walk
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Every day I wake up loving u,
Wishes u were with me,
To give my hugs and kisses,
But it’s just a dream,
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love is wonderful
you never know what would happen
its ful with twist and turns
it is also like a roller coaster
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when you can't think
when your heart breaks every time you hear hes voice
knowing it's to late
you ruined everything
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i hate this
i hate this feeling
i get everyday
the loneliness
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not being able to think
because you have to much on your mind
not being able to write
because you don't know how to word your feelings
...

i tried to hide
it from you
i didnt want to hurt you
anymore then i have
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thinking i can trust someone
then they let me down
spreading the secrets around
the one thing that scared me the most
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fed up with the feeling
of emptiness and loneliness
keeping everything to myself
being confused
...

no kid my age
should feel the way i do
feeling like no one is there for you
like you are all alone in this world
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trying to hide
from things you cant hide from
trying to not just your friends and family
by pushing them away
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I trusted you
and believed in you
only said good things about you
but then I hear you are saying stuff about me that’s not true
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fed up with the pain
the not trusting
and wanting to hurt my self
everyday
...

hiding everything
from your friends
trying not to hurt them
trying not to worry them
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not knowing how i feel
about him
not knowing if i'm over him
or not
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love is a feather
as soft as a white fluffy cloud
as delicate as a life
so be careful
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sitting here
all alone
wondering what to do
and whats happening
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why
why me
why put me through this again
why now
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pain being caused here and there
not going away
no matter how many pills i take
not knowing what to do
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pain being caused here and there
not going away
no matter how many pills i take
not knowing what to do
...