amanda garcia Poems

I want to go far and beyond
But cant
I want to be free
But I am contained
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These racing thoughts in my head
Wont let me have peace in my own bed!
I just want to sleep
I just want to die.
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Faith is a hard thing to come by

You only have but one chance in life,
To prove
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My heart is somewhat like a jail.
Locks all my true feelings inside
So I can never say how I truely feel
It let me lie to others and to my self
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If you knew my pain
If you knew my story
If you only understood my thought process..
Maybe then you would know why
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Why does the world go on without me?
I want to catch up[ but it wont let me.
I am stuck in a never ending cycle,
I am still on phase one
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Sitting
Face blank
Mind in the phase of nonreality
I cant stay
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My life is not what it appears to be
I may look cool and I go hard
But on the inside
I hate life because I am in it.
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Anxiety
Racing thoughts
Demented minds
This happens all the time
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