Amber Millar Poems

I don't really know how I feel,
I'm confused,
I'm scared,
I'm unbelievably in love,
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I recently discovered a choice,
An ultimatum of sorts, I suppose,
It's my prerogative, I have to decide,
Whether I want beauty or brains,
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Nee-naw, nee-naw,
The ambulance whizzing past,
Nee-naw, nee-naw,
Another life defiled,
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I'm nothing special,
Just another face,
Just another person that cries,
Hates, loves more than anything,
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I used to be different,
Not happy, not sad,
I went through my stage of loneliness,
Then the happiness,
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This is the untold tale of my life,
My real life,
Behind the mask,
The smiling faces and good grades,
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These are my memoirs,
Laughing until it hurts,
Crying until there's no tears left,
Screaming until my throat is sore,
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I try to be invisible,
Because if I'm invisible then no one can see my tears,
No one can see me when I fall to pieces,
If I was invisible, I could break down and no one would see,
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You say that it's ok,
That's it's all just a phase,
That it'll go away,
In this little glass case,
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It feels like a million different voices are talking,
All at once,
And I can't really hear what's being said,
Can't translate the meaning,
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