Amber Millar Poems

I've masked the pain for so long now,
No one sees through my act,
That's all it is,
It's a one man show,
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I don't feel alone anymore,
The part of me that was missing has been replaced,
I'm not the same as I was before,
I'm much, much better,
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It's constant, every-day abuse,
Names and looks and spiteful laughter,
Who cares about me?
I'm just the freak,
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Love doesn't differentiate between what's right and wrong,
I can only do what makes me strong,
I try to think with my heart, not my head,
But I always think with my head instead,
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A hairline fracture run through your heart,
You take a gasp before the ache starts,
Inside it throbs in time with your tears,
Your face feels wet and your thoughts are unclear,
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You annoy me like I never thought you could,
My anger bubbles when you come near,
Your voice grates on my nerves so much,
But I still love you.
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I make so many wishes,
That she'd forgive and forget,
That he'd realise what mistakes he's made,
I need them to see,
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Little angel,
If you're looking down on us,
We all miss you,
Shine your light down upon our lives,
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My heart's beating fit to bust,
My palms are sweating and my stomachs in knots,
His voice is filling my ears and I want to cry,
He's everything I could ever hope for,
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You're the only one who makes my back tingle,
Who sends shivers to the tips of my fingers,
Who makes my stomach turn over and over,
Who makes my heart feel like it's going to beat out of my chest,
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