Amy Louise Kerswell Poems

She forever felt like she was dying.
The doctors kept on lying.
You will be fine.
Hoping their words would come true.
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Her sits a girl sad and all alone.
She wishes she could have a happy life.
She only wants to be free.
But bad memories stain her heart.
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You can scream as loud as you want.
But no one is around to hear you.
You can scream in the face of death.
But they wont find you untill you've breathed you last breath.
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Sometimes I wish I could rewind my life.
Put right all the things that went wrong.
I allways felt my life was a stife.
I once felt alive now I feel so very dead.
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Here I am above the sea'
Sat on the rocks thinking and dying.
Just what is there left for me?
A life of fear and pain in the unknown.
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So yes I took my life
I ended my strife.
I coundn't stuggle one more day.
My life wasn't easy.
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I was taken on this journey.
But its one journey,
That I live again and again.
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And If it should be I lived my life in vain,
At least now I gain no pain.
I've just moved on to a higher plane.
Where at last I can be free.
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I'm sinking, I'm sinking,
Deeper and deeper.
Hell is reaching out to me.
I'm clawing. I'm struggling.
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If I were to kill myself tonight.
What would you think or do?
Would you hate me?
Or think of my differently maybe.
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