Ana xxx Poems

i convinced my self to try again
in my cold room i have two candles of hope
i burn the first one and didn't last too much
it kept melting till the end..
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The little colored butterfly
Swinging in the space...
The little light butterfly
Want to leave the shadows
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Zero's
One's
Flowing in your veins..
Lifeless box...
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Alone again,
In the middle of the night
Fighting to breath
To forget this nightamres
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Save me from myself..
Throw my blades off the shelf
Get me on the right road please
My spirit is Calling for a release
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Lifeless Veins..
Souless empty body..
I'm pulled with fears to a wall..
No matter how I try to stand tall
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The white spring of roses
Holding a black funeral of grief
People walking by the wall
Walking like they are going to the edge
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I count all the seconds the minutes, all the hours...
a couple days had faded away..
I'm so wrapped up in thinking..
all time about you..
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Can you feel it at the lonely nights..
when you are by yourself,
Do you hear the voices that calls you
Right beneath the ground..
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I'm down
touching the bottom
my ocean of loneliness
seeing darkness all around
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