Annamaria Jara

To give, I gave........
To be, I was.......
To love, I loved.....
To care, I cared.....
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Don’t touch me, looking at you makes me sick
Don’t touch me! Your eyes make me remember
how much you disgust me! Don’t touch me!
Your name brings back the past and how
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Nutty banana milkshakes
The smell of Lilac and Gardinia
Clean air
Clean man
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Forbidden they say forget him they utter.
I love you like no other.
So leave, but stay, wait but go away!
Find me, leave me, It hurts me to be near you and not be able to feel you! So go leave me!
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Love has no color,
it has no age.
It has no backround.
It has no race.
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What am I to do? I got drunk, tripped and fell in love with you....

We started off like all couples do.. A kiss here a kiss there and BAM! ! an 'I LOVE YOU'
Yes we began like every couple would, everywhere you would go sure enough there I stood....
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That new shadow is creeping up on me, on us.
That new kinda of darkness is rising up with its thick smoke its taking delight in our pain.
That new cheerless mist of failure has yet again shown its face.
Where I rest it follows.
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His love freed me from the chains of solitude, his hot lips saved me from insanity.
His powerful love rescued me from madness.....
Those moist hands refuse to let go of mine. A new breath of life is this amazing man.
Refreshing and invigorating is this lively man. Stone exterior, gentle interior..... This man.
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In no way an extraordinary lover, in no way a fine piece of woman.
Plain girl, worthless stone....
In short she's a 3 out of 10
You went with that rather than staying with your gem, you settled for lowered standards my friend.
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Dressed in black I march
Not one tear shed
To your grave by the Hand I was led.
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Where do I go from here? Where do I go after this? Where do I turn?
Do I just stand helpless as those salty raindrops fall violently down my face from my eyes?
Do I stand motionless and wait for your change of heart?
Do I wait for you to love me?
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I can no longer pick myself up
These poor broken bones are no longer able to crawl to safety
You have shattered my spirit and crushed my soul
In the depths of your eyes I found nothing but darkness
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I cannot say i have nothing
When I have learned so much from my wrongs
I cannot say this pain unbearable
When I have lived through far worse before
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