anonymous secrets

</>I’m toying with the thoughts of missing u. As I always knew I would.
Kodak reels would tell it all: Drama, Fictional Romance, and Deceit. Yet, I’m
frolicking with the sounds of laughter. A missed feeling I won’t deny.
I start thinking, then I feel it, Here it comes, memories racing by
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Don’t be fooled into believe prejudices no longer exist. Turn the corner, just read the paper. Maybe within the walls of your own heart?
Hold your fire!
Instead of seeing color, material possessions, look far beyond the exterior, straight through, beyond the hearts windows, into the soul.
Don’t be so hasty to pass judgment, if he, or she, or even I, you find to be far below your standards of human attributes or qualities, then leave he she and I to God.
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I’m fighting back tears again, determined not to let Satan back in.
Undesirable thoughts seem to hunt me, and sometimes death, I wish it could be.
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Some Days, you never cross my mind.
Some Days, its just you, me and time.
Some Days, are easier than others.
Then there are Those Days:
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</>Ive tried that thing, quite a few times........
All thats left is a darkened inside:
pain of wat seemed to be meaningless sexual encounters
aint i worth more?
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BAM BAM BAM there u go, in the breeze after the storm stirring up the winds.
When will you let well enough be enough.Can I breath again?
Please give me that!
Dont do this to me again! ! ! ! ! ! PLEASE NO LISTEN,
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