Anthony Spiros Mcgilvra Poems

i try not to think but its hard to feel
I'm living a lie and nothing seems real
you might prove me wrong but in the end
your just as fake your not my friend
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a distant demon fleeing leaving footprints in the sand
running from the scene with a dagger in his hand
i chase him down the spiralling stairs deeper into hell
he turns his head and smiles at me this place he knows to well
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A sea of charming faces glaring empty eyes
A lifeless illusion filed with endless lies
It’s all a blur in my mind there is no concentration
A million stars in the sky but no constellation
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tossing and turning inside of my bed
with thoughts like poison inside my head

they wont let me rest or be at peace
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pistol to my head
finger on the trigger
time to eat lead
for breakfast lunch and dinner
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unexplored horizons, pathed with despair
you've been running forever, but gotten nowhere
this mountain's to high, to many locked doors
you're down and broken, helpless and sore
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i come with daggers i come with knifes
I'm the sweetest poison draining you life
I'm stabbing your heart with a twinkle in my eye
i cant hold back even though i try
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I'm in the dark lurking in my shell
no way out trapped in this hell
i cant get out i have no key
i want to shout i want to brake free
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read if you must my first attempt
understand what you will and feel contempt
between the lines is where i live
you'll never get if you never give
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A hall of mirrors reflecting my thoughts
the plan becoming cleerer conecting the dots
its all before me in front of my eyes
the stage is set for my grand demise
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