Aplier Hao Poems

You can embrace me
Until you become annoyed
You can deface me
But I will never be destroyed
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I am who I am and I know myself best
Think what you will but do not protest
Or else you might find
Within desperate times
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Why do I write?
I write to be free
Why do I write?
I write to be me
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The world is cruel
For no one escapes
We're all just a tool
Of our twisted fate
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You say to get my facts straight
When I don't know what's real
[nor know why]
You say that you wont hurt me
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No going back
We made our choice
There's nothing left
For to rejoice
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It's amazing how easy
It is to let go
When holding on
Is all that I know
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Every word is a lie
Every breath makes me die
Every heartbeat a pain
Every touch, acid rain
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Maybe I'm too strong
Or maybe just weak
I know right and wrong
It's balance I seek
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You utterly confuse me so
And now with you I never know
First you tear my heart in half
Then come back with just a laugh
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