April Swan

Rookie (3/3/95 / san deigo)

April Swan Poems

41. The Fire Inside 3/5/2013
42. These Eyes Tell All 3/6/2013
43. True Connection 2/8/2013
44. True Images 1/21/2013
45. Truly Invisible 1/14/2013
46. Unconditional Promise 3/24/2013
47. Vanity Vs. Personality 11/28/2012
48. War Child 3/12/2013
49. What Family Means To Me 3/22/2013
50. What Goes 4/8/2013
51. What I Want 4/3/2013
52. What Is Love? 1/29/2013
53. Where Am I? 3/19/2013
54. Wish Apon A Beach 3/28/2013
55. Zombie 11/16/2012
Best Poem of April Swan

Mirror Vs. My Reflection

Too sinister to be loved
Too hated for that kindness
Too ugly to be wanted
Too remorseful to be silenced
I'm a monster in the depths
Because that what is said
I'm all a fool to believe
Because I am not
Like them
But I am,
Like them
Because I do not believe
A very fool indeed
Because I listen to what they say
That I'm a monster for my skin
I'm too silent in the end
I'm as ugly as I want
Yes my hate could undo kindness
But I will never be too sinister to love
And so in the end be loved in return

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The Bottle Of No Pain

An aching longing rips through my facade,
That numbing soothing medicine, the bottle of no pain
This liquid that calls for me to take a drink
Takes my poor hurt soul and rips it from reality
Helps a fellow not to think of all their responsibilities
Until that precious shield fades and
That forbidden reality kicks me in the face,
Oh, that longing grips for a sudden barricade,
Those desperate hands reach out for that shot of fake

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