Ashley Bowen Poems

I tried again today
to say what I had to say
I just can't find the right words
and I'm afraid I might be hurt
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You're in my head again
I swear to god this should be a sin
to think of someone all the time
and being unable to get them off your mind
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It's dark and lonely
no one here but me
I weep with sadness
as my heart starts to sink
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I don't wanna think anymore
thinking just brings heartache
And I can't take the pain anymore
I'm becoming numb
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I'm gonna give up
cause I think that's what you want me to do
But I hope we're still besties
cause it would suck to lose you too.
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The tears roll down my cheek
like tiny silver bullets
they fall to the floor
When you went away
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I'm waiting for your call
Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it at all
are you really into me
or is it all just one big fantasy
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I don't know what to believe anymore
Do really like me
or am I like the other ones
'Just For Fun'
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I look at myself in the mirror
and I say 'don't do it' every time
but when the blade hits the skin
I feel that relief
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Nobody else
is as good as you
I try to move on
but I just can't see myself
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