Ashley Bowen

It's like some sort of joke
giving you something or someone and taking it all away
Is it supposed to be funny?
To want what you can't have
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They would not approve
of the secrets I hold within
Cause they've never had my back
they think it's a sin
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Sometimes you just need a hug
Someone to tell you everything is okay
It's always the little things
that can brighten up someone day
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Can you see me?
I'm standing right in front of you.
Can you feel me?
My arms around your waist.
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I can't help but wonder what you think
I know that my thoughts sometimes make me sink
Deeper and deeper into my steady depression
more and more fierce as I decline obsession
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I couldn't have asked for anyone better than you
you are the friend who always stayed true
yes, we may have hated each other at first
but we stuck it out and made it through
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I miss you so much
since you've been gone
nothing has been the same
you were the one I counted on
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You do things that hurt me
without even knowing
But how could you
I hide my emotions
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(intro)
You asked me if I would die for you
I would
And that's true
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I don't know what it is about you
but you're always on my mind
I try and forget you
but I think about you all the time
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I tried again today
to say what I had to say
I just can't find the right words
and I'm afraid I might be hurt
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You're in my head again
I swear to god this should be a sin
to think of someone all the time
and being unable to get them off your mind
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It's dark and lonely
no one here but me
I weep with sadness
as my heart starts to sink
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I don't wanna think anymore
thinking just brings heartache
And I can't take the pain anymore
I'm becoming numb
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I'm gonna give up
cause I think that's what you want me to do
But I hope we're still besties
cause it would suck to lose you too.
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The tears roll down my cheek
like tiny silver bullets
they fall to the floor
When you went away
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I'm waiting for your call
Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it at all
are you really into me
or is it all just one big fantasy
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I don't know what to believe anymore
Do really like me
or am I like the other ones
'Just For Fun'
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I look at myself in the mirror
and I say 'don't do it' every time
but when the blade hits the skin
I feel that relief
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Nobody else
is as good as you
I try to move on
but I just can't see myself
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