Audrey Marie Kay

Don't let me go.
Give me some strength.
Make me a hero,
because i am strong.
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I heard them talking today
speaking of splitting up
yelling
and then she walked out the door
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Ive always been taught to use nice words
politeness was my key to the world
up until the day i stared disrespect in the face
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I'm sitting here wondering
can i hide my emotion through words
writing in metaphors
when really its all plain
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I hate Him
I hate what He did
I hate what He wants
I hate all my scars
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I wonder if anyone heard my calls for help
my silent voice inside my head
asking if anyone cared to notice
but then i wonder.. did they see
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i'm sure it will all work out okay.
i will say what i should have that day.
i hope you understand me alright.
i stayed her hoping you would meet me tonight.
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confused words wrapped around my neck
words that hurt but are truth spoken thoughts
the thoughts not ment to be present
never to be uncovered again
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What defines who we are
is it where you were born
who your parents are
what actions you take
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the world is full of warnings
so why do we fall
we trip on the shadows
of the things that are too tall
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I had a flashback today
the worst kind...
the kind with sound
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Gone with the winding current.
Slipped under and pulled away.
Down with the waves.
Into the rocks.
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the tissue of my heart being wripped at thier seams
i dont know where to start
i dont know who to be
call me a sinner.
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they have lost all respect
they have found my faults
enjoy pointing them out
full of my inner damnation
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drawing out energy
to place the magic in
happiness consumes all
and draws out more energy
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You have to be confident
Walk in a room with your chin up
You are the leader of every step
They will stare at you
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Go on and complain
grown about your pain
no one can start to understand
you're not pathetic,
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i want to write
but i cant find the words
i just wish
i could be with this girl
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i see your look
the way you smile
get close to the screen
stay for a while
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I am sitting here dreaming,
Of a day i saw no pain.
I am sitting here wondering,
If anyone knows my name.
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