Audrey O'shea

Inside my head you seep, within my heart you creep,
locked in memories that weep, falling into dark
waters so deep.
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I'm sittin here rocking back and forth, to me you dont know how much
your worth. cant you just see, that all i need is you here with me.

i know there is no possible way, i know this, i want you to stay, and to feel you
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im relly sick of this life im livin, stressed out by confrontations im givin,

when i do nothing wrong, keep feelin like i cant be strong and thinkin
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we keep coming back to one another, but i dont know why i even

bother. it not gonna ever change, we'll keep on doing this all the same,
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I've screwed up again, now i gotta let you go, i'm becoming lost in my

darkness within, and the hatred wants to show.
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I'm just sitting here staring at the wall, thru myself i blindly crawl. i float

past every memory every dream, i open one door inside i scream. I
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Just let me brake the skin, just let me push the knife thru, everyone

takes, makin me so thin, until all air is gone n im lost within you. i sink,
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we r the used n the abused,2 girls completely lost, too dazed n confused, to

pull it all off, we r the sisters n the friends, we make the blisters, then brake
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im standing my ground, then the Earth starts moving, im pretending the truth is

yet to be found, but my lie is ungluing. at this very moment ive just realized
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wordless thoughts, memories scrawled thru out my mind, feelings so

distraught, as i slowly unwind, with nothing more to do with my time. for
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A place so old but yet so new, a place i used to live in a house of blue.
in the front yard i used to play, i used to ride around the block, in the
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My pain drips, like a broken faucet, my heart rips, and i know ive lost it.
I can feel the dark shadow of past and present, it is waiting to
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Down this dark road i run, and i swear this time im really done. I can't
deal with this stress, being jealous of your girl-friends, and i must
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A million thoughts, crowd in mind, always wondering, if I’m letting
Myself be blind.

Confusing reality with a made up illusion,
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Sadness licks at the edges of my brain, your words flow throughout my veins, bringing to my face the color of shame, making me wonder if this love, to you, is just a game.
Before we came together again, my love for you ran like a wildfire, now that I’m here with you, within, to leave is sometimes a knowing desire.
Because the way you treat me, is sometimes unfair, and when confronted, anger rises and hurtful words you dare.
I do so much, and you just don’t care, you take away, and at nothing I stare. Can’t believe what I’m saying, you’re the love of my life, to God I’ve been praying, to make us connect, so that one day you’ll make me your wife.
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Driving my car, just cruising, as my heart scars and starts bruising.
Every time I blink, I see your face, then about you I think, and
My heart begins to race.
Such impact, a heavy force, praying we don’t lose contact, feeling
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Hel p me get to know you, help me understand, I know I truly love you,
But the new you I can’t comprehend. I know the feelings there,
I can feel it when we speak, when your eyes lock and stare, at me, makes
My body go weak. A smile creeps upon your face, a smile I truly
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I got a b**ch that wants to fight me, her husband who wanted me,
the same man who was once mine, once upon a time, where
life was perfect and fine.
A guy that plays on my emotions like a guitar, stringing me so far,
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i cant see thru u, like someone i dont care to know, its making me
question if ur being true, becuz a completely differend side your beginning to

show. i dont want to leave, but im falling back into my depression, its
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babee i want you to take me away, because with you i want to stay,
forever entangled in you and where on your bed we always lay, not
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