Sitting on the back steps
and I can see God's vast landscape,
blanketed with never ending trees.
I can hear a car in daylight,
...
Every nerve, every fiber of my being,
is consumed with pain.
Oh, how I would welcome death,
how merciful to me,
...
You want me to trust-
trust that you'll be there for me,
that we could have a life together, a home
and I'll be safe and sound.
...
Anger comes flying in,
as if on the wings of a jet,
out of control, nose-diving,
straight into my heart.
...
I was living my life, I had two children,
I'd been a wife.
I worked and played, had such zest,
when, suddenly, one day, it started to come apart,
...
It comes on every night,
common sense takes flight.
I don't want to go,
it scares me so!
...
Sand dunes, huge waves,
palm trees swaying in the breeze.
Navy ships out to sea, sailboats closer in,
The sun is beaming down its rays,
...
Degeneration
of a part of the body,
has such a degenerative action
on the spirit, the soul,
...