Barry Lindelihle Mvelase

You look beautiful and attractive especially from a distance.
Just like ordinary waters, but as quiet and as clear.
All alone surrounded by a horrible crowd of little trees.
No contact between you and other waters.
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So what would you say life is?
Is it joy or is it grief?
Is it liberty or captivity?
Is it freedom or is it slavery?
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I was guilty from birth.
Who can judge me?
I was cursed from the womb.
Who can love me?
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So many are the times I have tried.
How so hardly have I strived.
Striving towards this dream,
Trying to make it real.
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Izigamu zomunwe wokukhomba
zazungezela zabambelela esithupheni
owayelenga esiweni
Nowayebambelele esiqwini sobhaqa
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All my work is fading and my strength is lost.
All things that I’m trying to do are not working.
I want to surrender because I’m feeling failure from within my heart.
Regretting my faults also makes me feel like I am a looser.
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Oh Lord of heavens, God of eternity
Thou art great, high and exalted.
Seated enthroned on high
Forever and ever hallelujah!
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It was when I was young
Before I could even consider what I was doing
I took this ball of heavy metal
I hung it around my neck
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What if what I want was not meant to be.
The noise of her love within me,
But seems forbidden to be.
The upsurge of her love within my heart,
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I believe in love.
Amongst hearts filled with haughtiness and last,
On the soils that thirst for the fall of weakened souls,
In this flesh tempted with dishonesty and lust,
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Segments of the forefinger,
Squeezed around the thumb,
Hanging on the edge,
And clutched on meadow stalk.
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