Matthew Bennion

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My love for you burns like a thousand stars
My love for you sounds like a thousand guitars
My love for you is stronger more now the ever before
My love for you never tore
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On that day many years ago the day we obeyed our parents and walked away I should have held you close to my heart and never let go
On that day many years ago the day we were forced to say goodbye we should have ran and never turned back
On that day we last saw each other
I should have kissed you
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Once again I’m dazed and confused in this wonderland I call my mind
Once again I’m lost floating adrift in this labyrinth I call my dreams
Once again I find myself wondering amongst the stars
Once again she feels as if she is pulling away
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Some days I sit staring out the window watching this world pass me by
Some days I sit wondering if she feels the same way
Sometimes I think there’s nothing to live for
Sometimes I think she will just run away when she sees my real side
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Let the anger infest my mind
the insanity keep boiling
The rage keep going
There is no return to normality
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We are all weather by the storm in some ways or another

Such as the American Soldier he suffers in the worst of ways seeing death before his very eyes but yet he lives in the best of ways
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Some days I sit watching this world pass me by
Some days I sit hoping you will pass me by
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Here I am lost in my train of thought
While the rope around my neck goes taught
People are standing around watching me as I do the deed
Finally as I give another look around when someone comes up and kicks the chair points and laughs
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It’s a funny thing about memory
How cruel and unusual it is
Tearing at your very existence
Rendering you to your knees you can’t even escape into madness
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Tumbling down through the holes of reality
What was up is now down what is down is now up
Twisting turning round and round
Like following a rabbit through a hole
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Through the absence of my mind I have grown fond of not letting my thoughts get to me
I go through days wishing I could just end it all
I go through weeks wishing I could just run from it all
I go through these phases wondering what’s next
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Let’s take a little trip
A little trip through my mind
Constantly twisting turning
The spiral effect of a kaleidoscope
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Alone no matter what I do
I’m always alone
My heart aches for your love
My body burns for your touch
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What ever happened to true love?
What ever happened to one and only love?
What ever happened to forever and always?
It’s crazy to think that over the years love has ran dry
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