My eyes blur my wonderful world. Makes it hard to see what my future may hold. When they see will i see my life in spots. My world torn apart my thoughts. Thoughts of what I have lost, but at what is at cost. My earth shattered by what I can be. Is there hope yet for me? One day I will dream of a better place. The one past time and place. My life knocked down. I bend to gather the pieces from the grown. And walk tall with held high because I know... I can touch the sky. My dreams and wishes blur... My faith and soul torn. My heart and body stirred. I'm filled with pain and fear. My thoughts drive me always to tears. I'm frozen and never feel safe. I think it may end my life. I want my life back like before. I couldn't want anything more, I want to be free, without you and just me.