You can make me feel so happy like im perfect and above all
In a flash you can rip me down and make me feel so small
Out of know where you make me feel like you actually care
In a moment you remind me that you wouldn’t dare
Over time you can make me feel strong and powerless
In a second you can change it and ruin my success
Im righting this now cause you made me feel disgusting today
I read all your lies every thought you betrayed
I can see through your smile and your way with words
Now I remember im not what you preferred
Im simply here watching you kill me inside
Remembering everything the tears that I cried
All the times I suffered and listened to you
All the things you said the things you didn’t do
You’ve made me who I am today
Turned my skies from blue to grey
Because of you I live my life thinking im pathetic and worthless
Now nothing can change my life’s mess
But now im done can’t control it anymore
My body aches my wrists are sore
As blood drips from y wrists
Just remember what I am still exists
Go to sleep every night knowing this is what you’ve done
Robbed a child of everything her soul her life even her as one
So here are my thanks to you
Im gone because of your words though they were never true
Though I had nothing better to believe
I hope for you your goal was achieved