Worried At Night

Worried At Night

Worried at night I take my blade,
And run it up and down,
And back and fourth,
And just pray that I will live threw another night,
To see another day,
Another day when I cant promise people that I wont react,
In such a way that I wont try to take my life,
I am so sick of going to bed,
Feeling insecure,
If I had my friend that comforts me,
Than I might be able to promise people,
That yes I will make it threw another night,
And I just might live to see,
That maybe I don’t need my friend to sit at my bedside at night,
To make sure that I live threw another night,

Written by Nicole Elizabeth Edwards,
January 30th 2009