once a moment ago
thinking of putting my thoughts into words
and a thought comes to me,
of a moment, thousand moments past.
that moment, the thoughts.
moment of dreams, of love, of childish affection.
a moment so blinded.
a moment so compromised.
passed, the moment of childish fear.
passed, the moment of accomplishment.
passed, the moment of warning.
passed, the moment of moment-less waiting.
thus, came a moment, only a few moments past.
an unexpected moment, the moment of betrayal.
the moment that let me down, clouded by anger,
the moment of truth, the moment I've lost.
a moment, so short, a fraction of a second.
a moment where love turned to anger.
a moment where anger pulled the strings.
a moment that i almost lost a friend.
a moment of harsh reality, a moment of deliverance.
a moment that saved me, from a moment better off without.
a moment when the anger faded, the moment that i realized i was wrong.
a moment where i set things right, a moment of relief.
full of thoughts, full of moments.
drowned in sorrow, filled with regret.
i stay another moment, and put myself together.
waiting for the moment.......waiting for the end.