Worthless

I’m in over my head
Better off dead
You tell me I’m worthless
Your worthless daughter

I’m falling further away
It gets worse each day
The yelling; the fighting
Your worthless daughter

I cause you to cry
Your husband to yell
So much hate in this house
Your worthless daughter

You know my greatest fear
Of being sent away
To leave what I call home
Your worthless daughter

If I’m so worthless to you
Then why do you keep me
Why do I stay?
Your worthless daughter

I feel so hurt
To know I mean nothing
That you don’t care
Your worthless daughter

So I was born lung issues
That apparently doesn’t stop you
I really am worthless…
Your worthless daughter

Spoiled brat; stupid child
You’re helpless; you’re worthless
Just a bit** with an attitude
Your worthless daughter

I’ve thought so many times
How much I’ve hurt you
Causing so much pain
Your worthless daughter

But you don’t know
How much it hurts to hear
What you say to me; what you call me
Your worthless daughter

Why you can’t accept me for who I am?
I don’t know
All I know is that I’m nothing
Your worthless daughter

You feed me pills
To change me and who I am
Make me who YOU want me to be
Your worthless daughter

It’s good to know I’m worthless
Cause that’s all you say
You’re never happy about me
Your worthless daughter

Bad grades
I’m never a help to you
When was the last time you said something nice?
Your worthless daughter

Maybe I should say goodbye to this hell
Make you and your husband happy
But not to another home; someplace else
Your worthless daughter

A place you will never know
Someplace where I can find myself
Who I am inside
Your worthless daughter

But I choose to stay
To see if I will ever be more
Than just a burden
Your worthless daughter


I love you mom
And I know you love me too
But I’m hurting inside to know that all I am is
Your worthless daughter

Please don’t give up on me
I’m trying as hard as I can
To be someone; to not be
Your worthless daughter

I’m sorry for causing
I’m sorry for hurting
I’m sorry for being...
Your worthless daughter

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