Bilkis Begum

It was a cold, dark, rainy night,
The lonely girl was laying down droping tears as she cried out loud,
Calling out for help which nobody seems to hear,
Feeling the fear that seems to be always coming toward her,
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Your more than just a friend.
Your my life, my everything,
And I want you more than anything.
So please Baby,
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Dropped so many tears that there's no more tears left to cry.
Wish and pray that one day I'll be able to fly
And keep my head up very high.
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My eyes brimming with tears,
MY heart gripping by fears,
A storm in the sea,
A hundred wounds I endure,
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Deep inside my heart there's a hole,
A hole where it seems to be burning by the fire of hell,
And explodes like a volcano.
It seems to grow like a plant,
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Gathered like the storm,
Are the ways my life is leading,
Never the less my soul stops from bleeding.
Trying to find the way out of the pain that always seems to rain.
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Having had any contact with you for a while.
Is this one of your new styles?
I always wanted to keep my smile,
Which I didn't have for a while,
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You can see a smile on my lips,
Read the happiness in my eyes,
Laughing throughout the days,
But can't read the sorrows in my heart.
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I always thought our relationship of lasting forever.
But what you did wasn’t very clever.
It has broken my heart forever.
I’ve never thought it would be over.
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Everyday I wish upon a star
Hoping the end isn't that far,
Lying to myself every-things going to be okay,
Wishing there won't be another breakaway.
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Thanks for being my best friend,
For the things you've done for me,
Not only for the things you've done,
But for also being there for me.
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Things happen for a reason,
And I'm sorry I'm leaving,
Your my hardest good-bye,
I love you,
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Laying in a bed,
Where there's only you and me,
Filling in the empty love that means everything to me,
Bring out the sad feelings that includes you and me,
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Seasons always changing,
But my heart never stops from bleeding.
Feeling the painful sorrows that means nothing to no one.
Trying to find my dead soul that have been lost,
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Telling you the truth about how I now feel about you,
Wasn't the same feelings that I've felt about you.
It is now different,
But it isn't my fault,
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My eyes gazed into your eyes,
Searching for the love that doesn't exist,
Wondering...
Will this friendship and love of mine will remain safe?
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You said you love me,
But all you did was hate me.
You said you care for me,
But all you showed me was that you dislike me.
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