blood red angel

its madness inside my mind
its dark and i cant see the edge
i dont know were to go
or from where i came
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I’m in a prison I can’t escape,
Battling my own nightmares,
And it’s pretty clear to me,
That no-one even cares,
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Insanity hounds my every step,
Insomnia has followed me home,
Madness has fallen in love with me.
And now I'll never be alone.
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Come and play with me it whispers,
Its child like fingers clutching our own,
Come and play my game it pleads,
I will never leave you on your own,
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Pain, it the obstacle to which we can never defend,
No one can help us be they family or friend,
Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge,
It? s all their fault they pushed us over the edge,
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Sifting through these thoughts of mine
I begin to wonder what I will find
Maybe something that was lost
But I wonder what that will cost
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If my tears could talk,
What would they display?
Thousands of words,
Not difficult to say
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I am my own worst enemy,
a dark angel strumming my own death's chords
Helpless against a steady self-destruction.
Stabbing myself viciously with my self-deceiving swords:
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Every time you see her
Your heart starts to race.
Every time you touch her
You start to lose your place.
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The pain I feel is indescribable
The voices won’t stop
I want to run
Before I dropp to the ground
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Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
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A star in my sky I look at every night
I gaze through my window while holding my pillow tight
I wish upon this star shining ever so brightly and clear
To bring happiness into the heart of the one I hold dear.
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I walk the city streets at night
Never stopping in one place to stick around
I watch two guys fight
And one crawls away on the ground
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Running in circles,
Chasing my tail,
Tied down by cables,
And destined to fail.
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I wander through the barren wastelands of my mind
wondering why no thought could survive for long here.
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We are the cogs of an evil engine
We twist and grind the greasy darkness
Within a maze of steel and stone
We turn incessantly
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Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
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Like tyrants assembled with tears
Trembling like a tomb
And singing like a statue
I am as empty as the ocean.
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