Brandi Knecht

I am sitting here,
I am thinking of you,
all the sweet kissesthat we shared,
thinking of the strong embraces that we shared.
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Look at this,
Look at what you did to me.

You said you loved me,
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Looking back now,
I realize allmy mistakes.

I was never around when you needed me the most.
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As I am staring into the deep blue sky I remember,
The deep color of your eyes that I so often got lost in,
and the tears that I shed when I lost you.
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Thinking of you always makes me smile.
Even though you wronged me I cant stop thinking about you.
Everywhere I turn I see your face,
I think its haunting me.
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cuts with meanings all down my arms,
i know it seems foolish,
i know it seems dumb.
cuts with meanings all down my arms.
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one time was all it took,
and now im hooked.
my desire for weed continues to grow,
it consumes me.
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Now as I stare at you,
I notice what I had missed before,
I never noticed that sweet look on your face,
I never noticed how when I look in your eyes all my fear is swept away,
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look at what u did,
look at what we had,
we had so much,
and u ruined it all.
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love me now
and love me for ever
that is all i want from u
hold me close
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this pain is killing me from the inside,
it is eating away at my soul,
the pain of how i had you
and now you dont answer the phone
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Here I am watching and waiting,
waiting for you,
you told me you loved me,
you said you needed me,
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I thought you cared,
but it was all fake,
I thought I needed you,
but now I don't.
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sitting here with a razor blade in my hand,
a new slit each comming day,
playing with death,
the blood comes but i make it stop,
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i am sitting here with a razor in my hand,
so many cuts cover my arms and legs.
so much pain i've gone through,
all because of you.
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red ribbons of pain run down my face,
im blinking wildly trying to see your face,
realizing that all the bad you've done,
overcomes the good.
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i am sitting here with a razor blade in my hand,
thinking of how fast i could just end it all,
i think of all the times i've had,
the bad outweigh the good,
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movin on,
movin throu,
when all i thought wa i new u,
now u left me,
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I love you more than the weed in this joint,
your kisses taste like chocolate,
hand in hand we stroll down the sidewalk,
I have never felt so safe.
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