BrandiNicole Colbath

Life has given us all a task
and weather or not we choose to accept it
confurms weather we live or die.
We have no other option
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I sit here and inticipate the day that i will die
i have yet to figure out how to go about that process
i'm waiting, for what, will the answer come out of the sky?
I doubt it, just more destress
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Is he real
Can I believe him
Can I tell him the truth about me
Will he belive me
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Being here, not having opened up to anyone
My life seems to have taken the place of everything that used to be important to me
No longer having the time of day for my family and friends
All alone at all hours of the day
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It's the time for joy and giving
but what i want most is not told
for no one can fulfill my christmas wish
but only my father
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Everything happens for a reason,
But do I agree to the one who 'decides',
When you thinks you may be doing well,
Life throws something in,
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i find your presence almost unbearible
i can not think of the reasoning why
the life that you have shown me
is not the one that i desire to live
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i want so badly to hurt,
to feel,
life can not be the same,
without you here in my life,
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It's another day
It's all the same
I miss you so much
Gone for good
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i have known you for how long?
i'm just waiting for your okay,
to know that you love me too,
i need to know that,
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