Brittany D. Gay

In hate will I care for you, for that’s all you asked of me
In fear will I comfort you, no more tears will I shed for thy
In pain will I smile at you, as if in lustful love
In dreams I think of murdering you, for anguish and misery, scars and woe
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The problem with telling someone you love them
is the waiting to hear I love you back
The silence and that emotional blank stare
makes you want to take it all back
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Eyes, lips, face check
Hair, nails, and earrings too
Blue jeans red top with matching red shoes,
So much, so much for her to do
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One who longed for you, though you not for him,
His love he expressed, but that you had to turn down
He then left, you not caring where
Conflicting emotions, him wanting you more and more
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I fell in love one summer’s day,
In love all by myself

I fell; I fell from clouds above,
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East of Eden, not far from here two lover lie, without knowledge or fear

East of Eden where dreams come true, where the sky’s the limit and you’re never blue
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It was just like a butterfly sitting on the windowsill looking in to the glass, watching the one inside hurt & cry. That’s how I felt, like a butterfly on the outside looking in, but the one who was hurt and crying was also me. The pain I had was unbearable and behind my deceiving wings, I’d hide. So I decided to be like a butterfly, so simple, sweet, and free. So I
Decided to let the tears and the pain slip away from me, and no matter
what happened, no matter who hurt me they would never
know…Because I am like a butterfly, Simple. Sweet. And free,
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God, is my all and

I’m weak without him.
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I’m hiding, so come find me
I’m dreaming, an endless dream
I’m falling, someone catch me
I’m fine, so just let me be
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