Brittany Mischel

Why should I keep living another day,
When no one else knows what to say?
My heart is still so broken,
My old wounds have been torn open.
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Is this really who i have become?
A girl filled with shame and guilt.
Questions but no answers?
I steady try eachday to fix my mistakes,
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Have you ever felt betrayed?
by those you thought you loved?
it really hurts even more so,
cuz they didnt give a stuff,
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You love someone and they love you,
But when you need them the most,
They break your heart
Tearing it in 2.
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suicide is calling to me
beconing me in
showing me what could happen
if i let it win
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Do you think,
it's ok to give these commands?
Do you think,
it's acceptable to make,
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I'm to be a person who takes their life.
Countless times I have tried.
Maybe one day I will succed.
But I'll only be another suicide that dosen't make the news.
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A horrible crime
Rape.....loss of innocence,
didn't have a choice,
Nobody heard my voice,
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There were no butterflies
no made up lines
complete honesty
nothing left to hide.
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Imagine standing on the edge
with nothing else in life left to pledge
looking down as the wind bleeds your eyes dry.
Adrendline giving the mind an instant rush.
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I shrike with fear! He strikes me once,
no twice, by the third i get tired,
i scream for you to stop, but no
you just make it worse. My lips are bleeding
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