Surrender.
All that I am -
All that I'll be.
you're going to break me anyway.
...
Should you forget me
I will still remember you
Love is forever
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My face is sticky
and my nose is running
and im sick of feeling this way
especially considering it's never REALLY stopped
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If I should choose
To model myself after the only girl.
The only girl I know to be perfectly beautiful
The only girl I've seen that has no flaws
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I don't even know.
What I want.
Why I want it.
Where I want to be.
...
What he said was:
'I love you'
What I wanted to say was:
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I could tell you about my face
it's a miracle, really
I'm fifteen and it's unmarred by acne
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once again I find myself
in this sad state
a few minutes
an hour
...
she's alone
she's scared
maybe she's crazy
maybe she's ill
...
more or less
this is me
i'm generally lonely
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