Broken Muse

I look right through him
He doesn't notice
Like all that remains is a shell
Where is the man I fell in love with?
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Again I sit in bed
Watching him sleep
Hating him for how peacefully
I hear cricket song amid amphibious choir
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I watch her eyes while she speaks
and i read between those lines
As she screams love is a myth
and rage is released from inside
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writing out a wishlist
things i wish i could do
write you a lullaby
and sing you to sleep
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Intriguing
The words I spoke to your storm gray eyes
I could look at you all night and still question the comfort
Fascinated by each word as it pours
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You have been my fantasy for so long filling my daydreams with unexpressed desires
The things I have done to you in my mind would make other women blush
I have watched you, wanted you for so long
Your smiles, your uncertain smiles... oh your smiles
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Walking to the ocean to cleanse myself of sorrow.
I hear waves crashing before i view the sea.
The false floating city sparkles so near.
Last of the day bird song and zephyrs soothe me.
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Déjà vu on the tracks
to a new destination
a new beginning
The last of wasted years behind
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You who make me desire the things I should not want
Craving your face in the morning and imagining it as I go to bed
My lust seethes from each word that pours from your mouth
I tremble in places I thought were dead
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