Carla Kitts Poems

I once had wings to fly
but now on the cold black ground I do cry
no comfort, no joy
feels like I'm the Devil's new toy
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I'm alone again
To my loneliness and my pain I won't be giving in
I will survive
I will stay alive
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I have written so many poems for you,
but their all gone now so I must begin anew
your still so far away from me
and you still mean every thing and always can make me happy
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she sounds perfect when you describe her like you do
I know part of you loves me but part of you loves her too
I know you care
but, unlike her, I am not there
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Another Christmas with out you
Another Christmas that all the cheer is replaced with shades of gray and blue
My heart breaks when a Christmas song plays on the radio, singing of snowflakes
And no one knowing how my heart quietly breaks
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She took you away
I never thought it would be today
I miss you my dear
Don't know what I am to do now that you're no longer near
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Her life without you
Is black and white with not a single shade of blue
She tries not to cry
But it's hard when she can't talk you, her guy
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Another dead, another gone
Why is life so unfair and so wrong?
One a close friend then some complete strangers and one an old adversary
Boys dead and buried but one not yet ready to bury
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I don't want to hear it
I don't want to hear you throw your childish fit
If you don't want to be around her then don't
Do whatever floats your crummy boat
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I don't understand
Why you lift your voice or raise your hand
I'm trying to please you
With the things I do
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