Carla Nestoros Poems

Dear sweet evil ghost. I'm here.
No time has been untainted by your betrayal. I've stormed through life still angry. My eyes have turned to stone..
My heart has turned to dust.
No path has been unwinding. I'm always thrown into your web.
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Good morning life’s new sunshine
So bright for daytimes break
Rip me out of my sweet ignorance
And make me stay awake
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A dream world
Waking up's so painful
I see and hear the same world
It's so hard to go through
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At the point where the poison smells so sweet
You fought battles to appear for me
The path was blocked
I'm sorry
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Velvet and black lace
These tears of harsh regret
Roses that drip blood
Tell stories i can't forget
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The rain came down hard
And hadn't stopped since
Patters still fall deep in my heart
Then you.
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Why are my hands still shaking?
Why is my mascara down my face?
Why am i so broken?
Why don't i recognise this place?
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I wish i was your first thought in the morning
Your last thought at night
I wish you stayed awake wondering
If i'm sleeping alright
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You closed my eyes so softly
Wishing for me to sleep, steadily
I refuse as my anguish takes over
And i bite my lip
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If you were ever to go and leave me
Nobody would ever compare
I’d wake up in the night
Wishing you were laying there
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