As I sit here watching my baby girl sleep,
I'm just loving the fact that she apart of me.
Where is the time going?
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I sit here and I swear I'm just gonna brake down for no reason at all.
And I'm trying my hardest to hold myself together and stand tall.
The pain,
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Your love is like a silent river that flows through my dreams.
Your love has a hold on me,
At times I feel like I can't breath.
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Sometimes my mind drifts back to the past.
Just curious if we'd never dated then,
Would it had last.
So long ago,
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I told myself that I will no longer allow one to brake my heart.
I was so weak to end it before it had a chance to start.
I told myself that this love isn't worth the pain.
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Betrayed by you.
Got me confused.
But truthfully what do I have to lose.
Thinking hard about what should I do.
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You've left this trail of tears...
Now I'm broken and lost in my fears...
Searching for a understanding...
Why you were so demanding...
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Who are you to tell me that i'm not what you want me to be.
I keep tellin you all i can be is me.
Who are you to try and break me down.
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Today is one of them days.
where every thing just goes the wrong way.
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