chad fisher Poems

If I said I was sorry, would you forgive me?
If I said I loved you, would you believe me?
If I was unhappy, would you want to cheer me up?
If I was upset with you, would you apologize?
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You have built a stonewall around your heart
And I know this tears your insides apart
You won't let me love you anymore at all
I can no longer talk to you, write or call
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Mentally Unstable Mentally Unwell
This is my living hell...
Never knowing, if I'm coming or going
Or wither thereto, my mind is throwing
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it is allright if you hate me for something I've never done,
for I understand you are under the influence of the evil one,
it has been hard to accept the truth that I am a martyr
i have suffered so that you can try and be filled with joy from above,
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I asked how to win your heart again,
They told me to make you jealous, they told me to sin,
They told me to act happy, but I am really oh so very sad,
They told me to lie, to hide behind a smile appearing to be glad,
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There is no hope anymore, yet I strive on, but wonder why?
I know I'd rather live a depressing life than to tell a lie...
And I haven't told a lie, I still love you deep within,
But you know what, you can't see it, because you won't let me in...
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In a crowded room, and yet all alone
In a fog of doom, wish I had known
You'd leave so soon, it's me you've outgrown
I don't know where or what I'm looking for,
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Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.
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Moving into a new existence for myself and for you,
Ever so painful but ever so true,
Lifting weights off my shoulder two by two
Trying too hard, because I don't know what else to do.
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