Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer Poems

The disserted road stretches ahead
Heavy fogs clog the empty space
As darkness overpowers the view;
This must be the rendezvous
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I am not strong enough for this world

I am getting weaker
And more stupid by the day
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Honey, let me make this clear
I am not asking for an explanation
I am not asking for an excuse
just answer this one
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Ever want something so bad
that you go above and beyond
to pursue it by
nourishing it with all your hopes
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Can't you see the lie behind my smile?
The cry behind my laugh?
The hurt behind each word?
Can't you tell I'm unhappy?
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When you're in need,
don't come to me.
When you're failing,
don't come to me.
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Boy, the way you got me feeling
ain't even funny.
You've slammed me down,
smacked me around,
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Every day is the same.
Every moment ends this way.
A sudden pain strikes my heart
like a bad case of Tungiasis
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Silence.
The world is dark and in peace.
Souls are asleep, heartbeats are drumming in harmony.
Children dreaming dreams beyond the world they know,
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Few months ago, you were my crush
the one I fantasized about,
and the one I wanted.
You showed me interest,
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