i sit in a crowded room by myself
no windows to look out
the voice inside my head
keeps telling me im better off dead
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its the beginning of the end
i think ive started off a new trend
attempted suicide
how to do it you decide
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change the subject
coz my life has all gone public
you couldnt keep your mouth shut
barking like a little mut
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poison ivy
stands behind me
lips of green
ive never seen
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you must be brave
to walk alone on this street
you take the chance of getting beat
the people here are devils slaves
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feel the pain, deep inside
nasty scatches, hard to hide
feel the pain, is what i need
cut my self, until i bleed.
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When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and daughter bind that can never be torn
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Wandering through this empty house,
Filled with belongings but all I feel is doubt.
The memories in my head are turning my stomach sour,
These video clips of you in my mind I could surely do without.
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